Are We Okay?

Okay folks...I am going to try to do this....bear with me!!

Early the morning after I was at the river with my friend, (and I mean EARLY).  God woke me up with the words 'are we okay?'  running through my head.  I woke up my husband and asked him the question that he had asked me many times himself.  He took a deep breath and said the words I will never forget....I'm not having an affair....YET... (not true by the way).

I literally fell to the floor...dramatic I know....but really I was in such pain I did not know what hit me.  I remember throwing on clothes and leaving crying like I had never cried before.  I went to a dear friends home and woke her up.  She wisely told me to go home and fight for my husband.

 I called the woman he was 'in love with' She was my friend.  I supported her 100% when her husband cheated on her!  I asked her what was she doing?  Breaking up a HAPPY marriage...(I mean we were weren't we). She said 'what do you want me to say?  What do you want me to do?)  I told her I wanted her to stay away from my husband!!!  She said, 'okay,' (So I TOOK CARE OF THAT....Right?)

When I got back home God prompted me who to call for support and prayer.  My husband had gone to work to let his girlfriend know that he had told me.  Her husband also worked at the office.  Apparently he had know for quite a while and they had made him promise not to tell me because they wanted to do it.

When my husband came home our pastor and a few close friends were there and they prayed with him.  He came out and begged my forgiveness and said he just was 'sick' and it wasn't real and he loved only me....blah, blah, blah.....And I the ever loving, good Christian woman that I was did what any good wife would do...I hugged him and I forgave him and said everything would be alright....ARE YOU KIDDING ME???